To not forget the realizations that have been streaming thru my brimming mental capacity…
1) All I can be is thankful for the opportunities provided, the people I’m surrounded with, and the personality type I’ve been blessed with; I honestly believe and truly hope it’ll lead to some exciting, safe, and grand life experiences. Moving to DC has opened a world of opportunity, excitement, possibility, and personal development. I’m understanding myself as a person, as a professional, and grappling with so many projects which are helping me develop insights which were buried deep in experience I never before had the opportunity to seize.
I think sometimes many assets of your personality repertoir at face-value seem pointless, irrelevant, or additional with no value-add; but if practiced and used correctly it organically opens doors you would never expect. I’m certain of this. I’m certain everyone has a set of personal skills which can enable them to achieve positive things they may have never foreseen. I think my set of skills is a perceived enthusiasm, perceived energy, a fixture smile, and the ability to interact with others in a positive way. Some of this may be real, some may be perceived, either way I can see it coming together to generate a life-path I would not have expected or guessed. Truly a blessing. I believe my intense extroversion is a springboard for wild adventures, random situations, but yet a burden which compels me to be frequently surrounded by others to maintain a mental balance… aka not tweak.
2) It is almost impossible to predict the next 1-2 years of your life. Almost impossible. A very common phrase I had personally heard when I was young from my elders was, ” I would have never expected life to turn out like this” – not sure whether this was implied in a good or bad context, but the point was they would have never guessed where they were in the current moment of time even a few years ago. This is 100% true. Graduating college I thought I was going to work for the Islamic Relief NGO. Here I am consulting for the federal government with IBM, Government clearance, knee-deep in startup and freelance work, and a pending opportunity to do economic development overseas. Never would have guessed this when I was booted out of highschool – long story. It has been seven years since I started college, never ever would I have expected the drastic personal and professional changes I would experience. It is truly impossible to predict events to come within the context of where you currently are, life’s variables are too many.
3) Confidence is ONLY built through credentials. Credentials are defined by what you value you most in terms of personal development. If you truly feel you’re progressing in the attributes you value most, confidence is sure to follow. Confidence cannot be simply developed from an empty repository, it’s impossible, it’s arrogance and inflated ego. Confidence is the golden attribute which is only nurtured by achievements which you personally value; that’s true confidence. I frequently compare myself to others which are much more achieved than I am in my life and in effect bring my mental state down to a “why-not-me” analysis (which can be very destructive), but the more I distance myself from that unhealthy thought pattern and place myself against a more general canvas, I am able to unearth my strengths and use them better. The more I do this, the more confident I become, the more confident I become the more I achieve, it’s a continuous loop – a healthy one. One, which in the end-result, produces more good.
This weekend I attended several social occasions and realized a magnetic effect when I was truly being myself. I attended a networking event today where I briefly explained my current endeavors, mixed with my true personality; I again noticed this magnetic effect. I was one of the last to leave. Not to ego-trip; but the point is when your personality is genuine, and your mental state is good, others can see it – and feel it, and potentially be inspired by it. The confidence only generates a stronger magnetic effect. I was just nominated for an IBM Service Excellence award (which if awarded will have multi-faceted benefit), I was published in my alma mater B school magazine, and have some great opportunities in implementation.
ENFP – The Champion
“…The most outgoing of the Idealists, Champions often can’t wait to tell others of their extraordinary experiences. Champions can be tireless in talking with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out. And usually this is not simple storytelling; Champions often speak (or write) in the hope of revealing some truth about human experience, or of motivating others with their powerful convictions. Their strong drive to speak out on issues and events, along with their boundless enthusiasm and natural talent with language, makes them the most vivacious and inspiring of all the types.”
My looped track right now